Lyrics: You were just a car ride away Now I've been driving for three days straight And are you hiding cause no one is finding you What's the deal with this morning dew And I've been thinking the same damn thing Out of everybody else why you I've been having nightmares Because in these dreams all I'm seeing is your face Dear bright light Dear green eyes Dear sunshine I wish I would have called you one last time Before the fire took over our lives Well I guess this is human Missing you every second Before we know it there is an alarm I wanna get out of this fucking car But I'm scared to leave Now all I can do is share faded jaded memories Of you and me In my car Listening to shitty music With Noah in the back seat And you and me just talking We were always just talking And I hope that you know You were so much more than simple flesh and bone Where did you go Dear bright light Dear green eyes Dear sunshine I wish I would have called you one last time Before the fire took over our lives Well I guess this is human Missing you every second Taking moments for granted Well, I guess this is hell Oh, I love you I miss you and I always will Broken down by day Broken down by night I will love you for all my life Broken down by day Broken down by night You are all that is on my mind Broken down by day Broken down by night Having a hard time saying goodbye to you Dear bright light Dear green eyes Dear sunshine Oh my sunshine

Lyrics: So I'm just a hopeless romantic I can't believe my fucking antics Always looking for some kind of option To fix a situation I got in Which is maybe why this has been hard Knowing no matter how fast I drive my car I'm just a couple of hours short I had texted you only an hour before Well shit I guess I shouldn't keep on like this Talking to you in this trip But I can't keep wondering if If you're pulling an Andy Kaufman Well damn I guess I'm delusional again It's like it comes in shifts Giving me hope and then leaving me feeling like shit Well damn I guess I'm not sleeping tonight When I close my eyes Still feels like you're alive I'm sorry but I haven't been eating Just sort of moving from plate to plate nibbling Just getting enough to survive Just long enough to distract my mind Because the minute I get a chance to think I get sad about the smallest things I've been running out of air in my lungs Because I've been holding my breath to wake up Well shit Maybe I'm losing my mind I'll wake up from a coma and this will be fine But I guess for right now I'll drive around at five Because if I park I think I'll burst Well damn I guess I'm delusional again It's like it comes in shifts Giving me hope and then leaving me feeling like shit Well damn I guess I'm not sleeping tonight When I close my eyes Still feels like you're alive

Lyrics: It seems to me Very sad Oh the fact That I never Will see You grow older With me Cause you see Here's the thing I'm different I have changed From who I was Nothing's really the same Hello from the other world Are you doing ok Hello

Lyrics: I believe that we were all robbed And I'm trying hard to stay strong But I can feel weakness coming in My insides are starting to cave in Maybe I should crawl out of bed Get in the shower and try and clear my head Maybe should I stop being alone Try and find somewhere comfortable But instead, I fall asleep I know I should try and rid Of all those dark thoughts my head keeps falling in Maybe should get up to eat But something real with substance that feeds me I think I'll try and read some books Get some things and maybe learn to cook But I have this nagging in my head And I can't seem to move from the bed So instead I fall asleep Is it bad that I don't mind laying here And I don't plan on moving for another year I know they say reach out Don't shut down You can get out But I like laying here A couple days have gone by And I've done nothing productive in that time Though what really did I expect When everything still feels like shit So I guess I'll fall asleep Is it bad that I don't mind laying here And I don't plan on moving for another year I know they say reach out Don't shut down You can get out But I like laying here Maybe if I could get my motivation back Then things wouldn't seem that bad Then I could try to distract my mind And not realize how much time I'm spending by doing nothing But nothing's the only thing that feels nice You're giving me bed sores

Lyrics: Hey sweet girl I wanted to ask how your day has been Or if you did anything interesting Though I must admit I've been stuck in the past Thinking vividly of your laugh And sweet girl I can picture you Right in front of me Yet I'm hearing nothing I just wish I could get your thoughts Wish you could send me a song Sweet girl What's your favorite movie you've seen in the last year What are you listening to Any new bands I should try and get into Sweet girl There's a lot I wish I could share There's been a lot that has been going down And it would be nice to get your opinion on some things Did you like the funeral we threw for you Did you like the way you were displayed Did you like the little play we made about your life And I hope we got the good parts right Because it was thrown together quickly Oh Haley Girl

Lyrics: A projection flickering in my mind I'm not ready to say goodbye