Lyrics: And I'm not scared of death anymore Frankly, it can come knocking at my door And people are asking how I'm doing Well why don't they fucking guess Cause I'm probably not doing my best I mean my best friend just died in a fire And I thought for a second I was doing better But I've realized that I've just turned stagnant And I don't know how to manage But I still feel you In the air that I breathe In god damn everything But I prefer it that way Because it lets me see your face Oh, that beautiful face Cause nothing was bad with you And you're leaking into every gap Flowing with the chill down my back And I can lose another day Staying in the same place Trying my best to freeze time But it keeps ticking on by

Lyrics: Short blankets and freezing feet Staring blankly and trouble breathing Tuesday night into Wednesday morning I guess I won't be getting any sleep Replaying old music to hear your voice But the nostalgia hurts and so I'm told Punishing myself like this will leave me cold But what to do when I'm already froze Loud thoughts as I bite my tongue Stopping air from filling my lungs Cause if I speak then the thoughts have won So I'll just think and keep my head spun My feet are forming blisters on my heel From staying out late and losing what's real Though at least your picture makes me some sort of peaceful Cause lord knows that without it I'd stay froze Her eyes scream love in the dark of my dream I swear I'd kill whoever took you from me Cause thanks to them I can't sing I find myself unable to breathe And I hate that I remind myself that you're gone Take me with you love Oh please, oh please take me with you love

Lyrics: I'm looking for some peace offering Anything that will make this feel right Cause I don't wanna drive past dawn I still haven't moved on On past since you left me in my car I promised we would go far But it turns out I was wrong And now I'm driving with the headlights off And I know you probably feel attacked Well I've been sinking and following you back Back I haven't quite gotten back To the way, I was before I met you And I hate that I can't get through This heartache I'm locked in Why do I always feel anxious And I hate that I can't fix this What to do when it all seems pointless And I feel like I'm flatlining Trying to speak to all the others around me And I know that they're reaching But I'm pushing back Oh God I'm pushing back I'm pushing so far back And I'm scared I'm not coming back Why do I always feel anxious And I hate that I can't fix this What to do when it all seems pointless Cause in my head it starts to make sense And all of this will suddenly click That I can't stop myself from feeling like shit And there is nothing that I can do to fix it So I'll just start ravaging through my mind Looking for answers and I'll realize That there is nothing to find That I need to stop thinking about how to die I'll hold my breath and count to ten And hope I can see clearly again Oh god let me see again Why do I always feel anxious And I hate that I can't fix this What to do when it all feels pointless So I'll guess I'll just helplessly Drive around town Just drive around town

Lyrics: Cause sweet girl if we could lose this day trip I'm sure we would do anything To have you in our arms

Lyrics: I hope that you don't mind That I'm talking to you every night Well maybe this is more for me Some sorta homemade therapy Maybe I'm wrong Sorta feels like you're singing along To the random shit I play in my room Sorta feels like I'm next to you So will you meet me in Montauk And we could just sit and talk About any sorta random stuff Like people love and rot and soot We said if we weren't married by thirty We would both have to stop searching And we would marry each other Probably to the joy of my mother Who always thought that there was Something more between us So If I end up hitting thirty And I am still searching So will you meet me in Montauk And we could just sit and talk About any sorta random stuff Like people love and rot and soot I hope I meet you in Montauk

Lyrics: It's one step forward and one step back I guess I should try to relax I wish I could remember how to watch movies without you It's one step forward and two steps back I'm trying hard to relax I wish I could remember how to drive around without you It's one step forward and four steps back I don't know how to relax I wish I could remember how to laugh without you It's one step forward but I keep falling back I need to fucking relax But I can't seem to stop building worlds where I'm not without you It's one step forward don't look back I have to wake and face the fact That no matter what I say the world is moving on Without you It's one step forward and another back Without you

Lyrics: All I have left is moving pictures inside my mind The haze of your face, the faint glow of your smile Blurred photo It's cold I'm alone Under the fluorescent-lit tile Where are you Where can I go What can I do To come back to you Let us just say You ran away To a far-off city With lights so bright that you close your eyes Let us just say That you moved away And changed your number So, now when I text that's why get nothing back Let us just say That we mutually departed On the same terms We had a good laugh and we didn't look back Let me just say Oh, let me just say It's much easier to pretend that miscommunication is going on You don't respond because you don't want to Please come to my mind Please, anything that has ever come from you Please don't forget Even though your life Even though my life is through I want to hold you close I love you so much And I know you love me too I keep hearing the words Though I don't believe they're true It's a joke that is all too real Please come out of the shadows and put this to rest I can't lose you Not tonight I won't say goodbye Not tonight I won't say goodbye My days will forever be filled with your laugh Moving backwards in my dreams